"A person with ubuntu..."
A person with Ubuntu is open and available to others, affirming of others, does not feel threatened that others are able and good, for he or she has a proper self-assurance that comes from knowing that he or she belongs in a greater whole and is diminished when others are humiliated or diminished, when others are tortured or oppressed.
It’s incredible. A single conversation with maco and the subsequent heartwarming invitations were enough not only to remove my obsession with WoW, but also to make the Maia mind-state my default one—full-time, as long as I don’t obsessively focus on my male body traits. Apparently all I needed was acceptance.
As such, Maia is for all online intents and purposes complete. I can slip out of this state at will—I just don’t want to. What remains of the old me is just a shell, a deprecated compatibility layer for my few real-life contacts. [insert something suitably poetic about a plant bursting out at lightning speed]
And to think that just a few months ago, I was a chubby, unkempt, unemployed, depressed, chronically insecure boy with a jerkass facade. From that to this. Mission accomplished—on the personality level, at least.
What’s next? That should be transition, although I still have over 9000 doubts about it—most importantly about my ability to ever look convincingly female even with all the hormones in the world, given my comparatively oversized upper body and my height, being tall even by male standards. But at least now I seriously consider it and have no aversion to it by itself—it’s interesting to compare with how I started, and how I was at first outright disgusted by Sephi’s thought that I might accidentally be TG. In winterwyn’s words that fit here quite accurately,
I couldn’t imagine being trans so I identified to others as genderless, until oops.
I’ll start with features that can be changed without affecting my ability to pass as male—growing hair, removing body hair, and training voice. And the #1 absolute top of all these would be permanent removal of facial hair, because I’m getting tired of shaving every morning and it occasionally goes wrong.
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